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6.09.2007
Just when I'm getting used to my black hair, I decided to bleach it. =)
Soon you will see a light headed young cute funny witty amazingly fabulous boy strutting down orchard road with his nose in the air cos he's blonde/white. All the money goes into covering the 46 strands of white hair I currently have on my head. People can tell me: So what, white hair only what.
EH HELLO
I wonder who were the ones who went: EWW JJ YOU GOT WHITE HAIR.
YES AND YOU CAN LIVE HAPPILY WITH YOUR BLACK.BROWN/COPPER HAIR WHILE AT THE SAME TIME GLOATING AT MY OVER OBSESSION WITH THE COLOR WHITE.
I'm going to bleach my hair, or dye. yet again. Don't even care if my hair turns dry and curls up to be like some mad scientist after a failed experiment. Since I don't have to worry about SAVING MONEY FOR OSIP.
For some weird reason I feel that I've been enrolled into a prestigious school with all the rich kids who can go overseas for internship so easily.
(you may skip the following if you're not from TP design)
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Once upon a fine time I was told that air tickets, lodging and food WILL BE PROVIDED.
So I happily went home and tell my mom finally I can step out of Singapore and intern at some other overseas company. AND ALL THIS TIME SO HAPPY THAT I CAN HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO OVERSEAS WITHOUT A WORRY BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS LIKE PAID FOR ME.
BUT HOLY COWS.
I was told that ONLY air tickets will be sponsored and you will basically have to pay everything for yourself when you reach there.
No doubt, going for internship means going and learn at some company, they are not obliged to pay or give you any incentives. But I was told that either food or lodging (one of these two) will AT LEAST be provided by the company because they have negotiated.
Yes my mother won;t mind me going, but I won't really ask for that much money (muach as in 2K plus plus I presume) and go WORK. I could have just given up on the opportunity to go intern overseas. Which I think I most probably will.
Thank you TP for making me feel that my future is doomed. Thank you for taking away all my hopes of going OSIP. Thank you for taking away all good lecturers and replace them with art teachers.
Why am I ranting when I'm in year 3 already. Because school is getting kind of senseless now. We go for a module a month, I have a module with only 2 lessons, the rest are consultations. I used to have this module which the lecturer only taught us for like one week, and we got the project brief on the day of the project submission.
What is wrong with me.
Now that a superb lecturer is going off, I think my course will probably collapse. Good thing I'm graduating.
End, I shall not say more. I know what kind of school I am studying in, I should just try to fit in.
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Back to hair. So I will most probably go get my hair dyed after I get my pay. Yes I haven't got my pay yet cos supposedly my friends went ahead without me. Such lovely friends, I love them loads. Why did I even bother waiting for their stupid lesson to finish when in the end they just got some kind of helluva ride from that superb lecturer.
If you happen to be in the situation I wrote above, the lecturer car and Isetan pay stuff. Have no doubt cos YUP I'M REFERRING TO YOU.
Whatever. Maybe they can't wait to get their hands on the $88.80 dollars for fear that the company might burn them.
Anyway, will collect my pay on Monday with the patient and kind hearted people who WAITED.
I'm not even mad at them for not waiting for ME AND ME ALONE. I'm just curious why must we split up and collect the pay when we went and work TOGETHER. I don't understand.
Some people don't deserve what you've offered.
My conclusion: Treat all my friends the way they treat me, I said before, I'm the kind who aims for world-wide blindness (an eye for an eye and the whole world shall be blind).
I'm disappointed with my life and the friends I've made. Cheap.
Penned at 9:40 PM
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