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♥ Headache ♥
10.18.2006
Ah headache again. At 3.54am. I'm stressed out, serious. Too many things to be done. The way I do things now is different from the past too. I can't believe I'm sending mad sms-es to people reminding them about school. In the past, I'm the one getting informed.
I can't believe I presented in class today. I don't intend to. And true enough, my presentation turned out more like a talk-back session with Alan. Guilty. I didn't want to miss any class this semester, but something more important appeared in my life.
I wish that my GPA will remain above 3, but that's going to be tough if things go on this way. I hope I would stop thinking that much, it's giving me nothing but headaches. It's too tough on me to stare at the screen for too long.
Face it, I'm taking design, if I can't even withstand 10+ hours in front of the computer, what will happen to me in the near future?
We got the same dream/nightmare, and you tried to make things better by telling me dreams are often the opposite of reality. Gahs.
I feel damn tired now. I don't get enough sleep, I can't get to sleep cos of my headache, which made it worse since I'll have even lesser sleep.
I feel so damn insecure, it's happening to me now (but I do realise it myself), gahs. Life sucks.
StompAIDS even on 1st, 2nd and 3rd of November, Genting trip on 4th, 5th and 6th. . . Busy busy.
I feel like vomitting, the haze sucks, the headache sucks, my life sucks, my relation with people sucks (in fact I'm starting to find MANY people irritating these few days, must be the haze), secrecy sucks, designing over and over, editting over and over sucks even more, waiting for timetable to be released sucks, headache sucks, bad hair day sucks, headache sucks, being broke sucks, headache sucks.
Having a group of good friends helps alot.
 Penned at 3:50 AM
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