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♥ Don't dare to sleep ♥
9.10.2006
I don't dare to go to sleep. At least I feel ok now, clear mind. I hate the giddy feel and dry coughs when I wake up. Kill me. I wanna stay awake. Weird, here's a patient that rejects rest.
Too many things happening at one time. Don't really know how to deal with them. Uh uh, I'm not refering to me being sick only.
I've been talking to the same people online, papa, yahui, penny, ayul, liliang, zuozhi, janice, yijie, alan (pardon me if I miss out anyone). Life seems weird without school, not having to wake up early and print stuff, not having to sleep late due to work (but I am still sleeping late), not eating design canteen's food...
I'm like a slug. Wanna do some housework but I end up being super exhausted. No idea why.
Sometimes I wished that my life was simple, and there would be a strict timetable for me to follow. Maybe programmed to do the same tasks over and over. Leading such mundane life don't sound so bad afterall.
Jobless now, wanna work. I don't like the feeling of being cash-deprived. I wanna buy things I like, not just walk past that stupid window time and again with those puppy eyes.
I received a weird sms today.
I smsed some people but didn't get their reply.
I called someone but the conversation was short.
I feel that I'm losing some people.
I need a job.
I'm worried about Stomp AIDS.
I keep thinking that I will die over a slight flu.
I'm peeling dried skin off myself.
I can live alone happily.
I want a dog.
I am lost.
 Penned at 2:17 AM
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